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No Time To Feel Weak When We Are Not Weak
The upside to torture: Learning just how tough you are.
This journal may contain adult concepts.
Created on 2009-09-30 16:35:03 (#22851185), last updated 2010-02-16
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Basic Info| Name: | coffeeandcigs14 |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-15 |
| Location: | Iowa City, Iowa, United States |
BioI am a fuck up. That is all that I have ever been and all that I will ever be, deep down inside. I am a monster. I know this. And I am hypocritical because, somehow, through it all, I manage to care about other people without caring about myself.
I believe that I am going to die by the age of 23/24. I don't know why. I am certainly not planning on it. I wish with all my heart that I had more time. But I don't think that I do. Thus, in my head and body and soul, my time is limited. That means I have to do something worthwhile with it. So, here is what I am going to do:
I am going to write my heart out.
I am going to participate in Project 365 (Pictures for every month for a year).
I am going to be published multiple times.
I am going to be kind.
I am going to make friends who need me.
I am going to help those friends wherever I can.
I am going to lose weight. A lot of weight.
I am going to update this journal and this list every time something new enters the picture.
I believe that I am going to die by the age of 23/24. I don't know why. I am certainly not planning on it. I wish with all my heart that I had more time. But I don't think that I do. Thus, in my head and body and soul, my time is limited. That means I have to do something worthwhile with it. So, here is what I am going to do:
I am going to write my heart out.
I am going to participate in Project 365 (Pictures for every month for a year).
I am going to be published multiple times.
I am going to be kind.
I am going to make friends who need me.
I am going to help those friends wherever I can.
I am going to lose weight. A lot of weight.
I am going to update this journal and this list every time something new enters the picture.
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External Services:
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